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Jealousy in romance is like salt in food. A little can enhance the savor, but too much can spoil the pleasure and, under certain circumstances, can be life-threatening. Jealousy is simply and clearly the fear that you do not have value. Jealousy scans for evidence to prove the point – that others will be preferred and rewarded more than you. There is only one alternative – self-value. If you cannot love yourself, you will not believe that you are loved. You will always think it’s a mistake or luck. Take your eyes off others and turn the scanner within. Find the seeds of your jealousy, clear the old voices and experiences. Put all the energy into building your personal and emotional security. Then you will be the one others envy, and you can remember the pain and reach out to them.
I have been a bit slack for the past days doing tonnes of workloads and yet it seem to not end! Boohoo, poor jivy! Being in advertising is exciting, however there comes the flaws that you need to overcome…you need to be well-versed to every circle of the job, there you get to meet people and discuss business all the time and think of a good approach on how you’ll be able to get new clients, etc etc! But lately I feel insecure with myself! I’m not being crazy or anything but there’s this little me inside that keeps on bullying my bigself – having my best partner in crime Poell by my side all the time isn’t enough to boost my personality 
I just feel that I’m not doing my best for my job! There are so many things that needs to be done and when I’m about to finish one…more will follow!!!
Gee, maybe I need a break! walk or swim will do fine but not now that I’m dealing with my back pain(damn, accident…now I’m stiff!) or maybe I just need to reorganise my goals and see if all of them is feasible and if not take it out from the list and replace with a new one. I always envy people who has strong determination in life. Though some people find me strong, I still consider myself weak and a person who needs a hug when things get rough.
Somehow I can’t believe that there are any heights that can’t be scaled by a man who knows the secret of making dreams come true. This special secret, it seems to me, can be summarized in four C’s. They are curiosity, confidence, courage, and constancy.
Time is the coin of your life. It is the only coin you have, and only you can determine how it will be spent. Be careful lest you let other people spend it for you.
Kahit may ghost sa room natin sweet, love pa din kita! Thanks for the warm hug last night! I had a good sleep, mwah! more months to come! love u 
Poell introduced me to crimebloc 2 nights ago… before i was hesitant to play it giving him so many reasons not to join because i find it too boring and time consuming!!! When he asked Melissa to try playing the game I got jealous and made a way to join it as well, hehe 
It didn’t take me long to know the circles of the game. Now I understand why Rodel and the others are very addictive to crimebloc
UK based game, played from all over the world, one thing in common – to organise crime creativity and wit is important to play this game. Everybody is like a mafia! And for 2 days that I have been playing it, I have more than 4k bullets, moved to soldier rank, upgraded my weapon, have my own security, organised 2 crimes (smuggling and kidnapping, though you can make more money with kidnapping, lolz), invested my money in stocks and bank, almost complete with my operations and stole 2 cars. Not to mention my friends who helps me financially for my gambling and bullet buying, tsk tsk!
I got excited with my first car! I know it’s not a first class one, but who cares! It’s so difficult to steal eh! haha:D Geez, I have to save 70k bullets so Almond will give me 100 credits, i wonder how lang will it take me to get it! Well, I can say now that I am already a crimebloc addict , however, not certified yet
these are the things i miss about HCMC
pho bo, bun bo hue, bun thit nuong, tra da, nuoc mi, xe om, cong quynh, pepperonis, jaspas, black cat, dae jang gum, seoul house, diamond plaza, saigon square market, al frescos, sheraton, nice karaoke, 17 saloon, go2, bobby brewers, highlands coffee shop, fahasa, givral, brodard, banh mi, lush, cafe da, crabs w/butter, spring rolls, bamboo restaurant, lotteria, kfc, spring rolls, czech brewery, smoked cheese, nguyen hue, saigon tax center, saigon center, ao dia, traffic, buds ice cream, new zealand ice cream, coopmart, maximart, superbowl, caravelle, ishcmc, un kwarto ko, kama ko, unan ko, banyo ko, table ko, mga kapitbahay ko, shake sa baba ng bahay ko, un rooftop, kitchen (memorable un eh), mobi, si anh oi, si chi oi, si em oi, baggaan sa kanto, norfolk mansions, eximbank, anz, mga tropa ko dun, colleagues ko din, yun tatay ko andun din, dark lager, wheat beer, un mga kissing place, maglakad sa may bui vien, magpunta sa parlor, magpakulay ng buhok kay chi oi, masahe sa parlor, facial wash, magpa unat at magpakulot ng hair, magshopping, celfones, digicams, samgyupsal, bulgogi, kimbab, tumambay sa labas ng room ko kapag bad trip, panoorin ang baha pag malakas ang ulan, maligo sa ulan habang nagda drive ng motor, yun hu tiu sa kanto, non la, 7 days, mui ne, nha trang, island hopping, parasailing, jet skiing, da lat, lettuce, sinh cafe, un malalaking hipon na me sungay, un classic na timbangan ni chi oi sa baba, un kainan ng porkchop sa baba pag umaga, un kainan ng fried chicken sa baba pag hapon, magbowling, magpunta sa ben thanh market, mag swimming sa olympic size pool, mag food trip sa tabi tabi, mag kissng birds sa bawat sulok ng dilim, magsimba sa notre dame church, tumawag sa post office, mag suot ng rain coat kapag di ko nakalimutan mag dala, magtaxi kapag tinatamad na ako magdrive, mgs students ko, flowers, cakes, mag wine kahit wlang occassion, …hay nauubusan na ako ng masusulat, inde ko alam kung 101 na nga ba un nasabi ko, hehe…
hay, nagugutom na ako, saka ko na itutuloy kung kulang man itong na type ko…
I was chatting with Ramsey earlier when he made a comment about my previous blogs…he said that they’re so dramatic, lolz! Maybe because there are things that’s happening so fast which I don’t expect to come on my way, since I don’t know how to express my feelings, my sole and beloved blog is the one I turn to console all my anxieties
I am quite tired of frowning, so this afternoon, I grabbed my laptop and played with the photo booth, for a while I laughed my heart out when I saw the outcome of the pictures.
Smile though your heart is aching… I know, time will come for me to shine once again…the rain will soon stop pouring and I’ll be back to the same old JOYCE …
ano ba akala mo sa kin, BATA? papatikimin mo ng candy tapos babawiin mo sa kalagitnaan ng kain ko?
inde mo lang alam kung gaano kasama ang loob ko, d ko masabi sayo dahil ayokong makasakit ng tao…
i hope masaya ka sa mga ginagawa mo!
There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered.
Like what I have already said to my previous blog – CHANGE is INEVITABLE… I might be insensitive like other people think about me but I’m just being myself…no more no less….
To the person I am loving now, no words can express how HAPPY I am having you in my life…we maybe different in a lot of aspects with regards to our relationship but I won’t give up, neither give you up as my “partner in crime”. TRUST is essential for us to succeed, and I am giving you 101% trust…I am so loving you!
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