i’ve been very moody these past days. it’s swinging up and down that i’m kinda afraid that my friends think i’m nuts! it’s been a bad week for me….i’ve been jealous, annoyed, taken for granted, worried, naive, numb (sometimes) and soooo sensitive with all the things happening around. i dunno if i’m just over reacting but i’m pretty definte with the things that i want, and not having them frustrates me a lot 
sometimes, life is so hard that i feel like giving up whenever i can’t stand the trial anymore. but why surrender, when there are people around, willing to help in times of confusion.
i may be in a crossroad now but there’s no way of giving up. i still have tonnes of things to accomplish for myself and to my family. yet, i know, God will give me the happiness that i always ask…..who knows, it may be soon! wink wink 
