Once Upon A TYPE…

I was chatting with Ramsey earlier when he made a comment about my previous blogs…he said that they’re so dramatic, lolz! Maybe because there are things that’s happening so fast which I don’t expect to come on my way, since I don’t know how to express my feelings, my sole and beloved blog is the one I turn to console all my anxieties

I am quite tired of frowning, so this afternoon, I grabbed my laptop and played with the photo booth, for a while I laughed my heart out when I saw the outcome of the pictures.

Smile though your heart is aching… I know, time will come for me to shine once again…the rain will soon stop pouring and I’ll be back to the same old JOYCE …

ano ba akala mo sa kin, BATA? papatikimin mo ng candy tapos babawiin mo sa kalagitnaan ng kain ko?

inde mo lang alam kung gaano kasama ang loob ko, d ko masabi sayo dahil ayokong makasakit ng tao…

i hope masaya ka sa mga ginagawa mo!

There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered.

Like what I have already said to my previous blog - CHANGE is INEVITABLE… I might be insensitive like other people think about me but I’m just being myself…no more no less….

To the person I am loving now, no words can express how HAPPY I am having you in my life…we maybe different in a lot of aspects with regards to our relationship but I won’t give up, neither give you up as my “partner in crime”. TRUST is essential for us to succeed, and I am giving you 101% trust…I am so loving you!

absence makes the heart grow fonder

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of every day’s
Most quiet need; by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood’s faith
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints,–I love thee with the breath.
Smiles, tears, of all my life!–and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

i will be away for a while and i’m going to cambodia…need not to say the reason why, it’s too complicated for me while for others it’s not =|

though my heart is heavy as i am leaving my beloved VN, i’m still optimistic that when i get to Phnom Penh everything will be OK…Poell and Rodel, behave while i am away, understand?? do not miss me so much, i’ll be back soon. Papa, take good care of yourself!

i will count the days till i get back here… see u all soon!

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You’re probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry

The path that I’m walking

I must go alone
I must take the baby steps ’til I’m full grown, full grown
Fairytales don’t always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We’ll play jacks and uno cards
I’ll be your best friend and you’ll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
‘Cause I want to hold yours too
We’ll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it’s time for me to go home
It’s getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da

it all started after drinking my strawberry cosmopolitan some days ago, when i burst into tears!

in just one snap, my happy mood turned 360 degrees and i became so weak…afraid of being frustrated, rejected and the transitions that’s happening to me - i found the tears overflowing on my cheeks. friends were startled when they saw me and got worried that i might have a nervous breakdown! tsk tsk, thank God i’m sober after sometime, the next thing i knew, i went to Cambodia for a short reflection (bongga! sa ibang lugar pa nag lakwatsa!) there, i found tranquility for a while! i met melissa, my  good ol’ friend! we shared news, jokes and some gossips about who’s out and not in the circle these days.

i’m a bit relieved when i get back here in HCMC… there’s one thing i’ve learnt - change is inevitable, whoever can survive it has great chances of success!

curly cactus signing out!