the song that suits me these days!

Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now You’re probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity [CHORUS:] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It’s personal, myself and I We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I’ve got to get a move on with my life It’s time to be a big girl now And big girls don’t cry Don’t cry Don’t cry Don’t cry The path that I’m walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps ’til I’m full grown, full grown Fairytales don’t always have a happy...

when the curly cactus started to freak out…

  it all started after drinking my strawberry cosmopolitan some days ago, when i burst into tears! in just one snap, my happy mood turned 360 degrees and i became so weak…afraid of being frustrated, rejected and the transitions that’s happening to me – i found the tears overflowing on my cheeks. friends were startled when they saw me and got worried that i might have a nervous breakdown! tsk tsk, thank God i’m sober after sometime, the next thing i knew, i went to Cambodia for a short reflection (bongga! sa ibang lugar pa nag lakwatsa!) there, i found tranquility for a while! i met melissa, my  good ol’ friend! we shared news, jokes and some gossips about who’s out and not in the circle these days. i’m a bit relieved...