Once Upon A TYPE…

Jealousy in romance is like salt in food. A little can enhance the savor, but too much can spoil the pleasure and, under certain circumstances, can be life-threatening. Jealousy is simply and clearly the fear that you do not have value. Jealousy scans for evidence to prove the point - that others will be preferred and rewarded more than you. There is only one alternative - self-value. If you cannot love yourself, you will not believe that you are loved. You will always think it’s a mistake or luck. Take your eyes off others and turn the scanner within. Find the seeds of your jealousy, clear the old voices and experiences. Put all the energy into building your personal and emotional security. Then you will be the one others envy, and you can remember the pain and reach out to them.

I have been a bit slack for the past days doing tonnes of workloads and yet it seem to not end! Boohoo, poor jivy!  Being in advertising is exciting, however there comes the flaws that you need to overcome…you need to be well-versed to every circle of the job, there you get to meet people and discuss business all the time and think of a good approach on how you’ll be able to get new clients, etc etc! But lately I feel insecure with myself! I’m not being crazy or anything but there’s this little me inside that keeps on bullying my bigself - having my best partner in crime Poell by my side all the time isn’t enough to boost my personality I just feel that I’m not doing my best for my job! There are so many things that needs to be done and when I’m about to finish one…more will follow!!!

Gee, maybe I need a break! walk or swim will do fine but not now that I’m dealing with my back pain(damn, accident…now I’m stiff!) or maybe I just need to reorganise my goals and see if all of them is feasible and if not take it out from the list and replace with a new one. I always envy people who has  strong determination in life. Though some people find me strong, I still consider myself weak and a person who needs a hug when things get rough.

Somehow  I can’t believe that there are any heights that can’t be scaled by a man who knows the secret of making dreams come true. This special secret, it seems to me, can be summarized in four C’s. They are curiosity, confidence, courage, and constancy.