Once Upon A TYPE…

Archive for 2007

i left my HEART in HCMC =(

absence makes the heart grow fonder

When the right time comes….this what happens!

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of every day’s
Most quiet need; by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood’s faith
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints,–I love thee with the breath.
Smiles, tears, of all my life!–and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

welcome to my new home….

 

i will be away for a while and i’m going to cambodia…need not to say the reason why, it’s too complicated for me while for others it’s not =|

though my heart is heavy as i am leaving my beloved VN, i’m still optimistic that when i get to Phnom Penh everything will be OK…Poell and Rodel, behave while i am away, understand?? do not miss me so much, i’ll be back soon. Papa, take good care of yourself!

i will count the days till i get back here… see u all soon!

the song that suits me these days!

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You’re probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry

The path that I’m walking

I must go alone
I must take the baby steps ’til I’m full grown, full grown
Fairytales don’t always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We’ll play jacks and uno cards
I’ll be your best friend and you’ll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
‘Cause I want to hold yours too
We’ll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it’s time for me to go home
It’s getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da

when the curly cactus started to freak out…

 

it all started after drinking my strawberry cosmopolitan some days ago, when i burst into tears!

in just one snap, my happy mood turned 360 degrees and i became so weak…afraid of being frustrated, rejected and the transitions that’s happening to me – i found the tears overflowing on my cheeks. friends were startled when they saw me and got worried that i might have a nervous breakdown! tsk tsk, thank God i’m sober after sometime, the next thing i knew, i went to Cambodia for a short reflection (bongga! sa ibang lugar pa nag lakwatsa!) there, i found tranquility for a while! i met melissa, my  good ol’ friend! we shared news, jokes and some gossips about who’s out and not in the circle these days.

i’m a bit relieved when i get back here in HCMC… there’s one thing i’ve learnt – change is inevitable, whoever can survive it has great chances of success!

curly cactus signing out!

time always kill the pain

alin alin alin ang maganda, piliin kung alin ang maganda……hahaha!

among the three compatibility tests that i did with three different persons, which do u think is the best 1 ?

• CT1 :

Scorpio & CapricornWhen Scorpio and Capricorn make a love match, they get an opportunity to not only enjoy a loving relationship and learn the value of being a pair, but also to grow and mature as individuals. These two may be wary about sharing themselves with one another at first, and this emotional caution may dampen the initial impact of this relationship. These two tend to be a bit cautious (Capricorn) and pensive (Scorpio), and it takes a while for them to feel comfortable with a significant other. Though they may be shy of getting involved and not the quickest to trust and share, these two Signs will discover that they can have quite a profound connection — one of friendship and deep loyalty.

Much can be learned when a Scorpio and Capricorn get together — and the lessons they learn, while difficult at times to endure, are worth the trouble they might cause. From their stable, capable Capricorn mate, Scorpio can learn to bring their overheated emotions into control. Capricorn must be careful, though, not to seem too emotionally shallow when leveling any criticism on their sensitive love. Detached comments can backfire with Scorpios: They desire depth, intense feeling and the utmost in sincerity in all situations — most especially in love! Capricorn, so busy with achieving and with how others perceive them sometimes fails to take a chance with their emotions. From Scorpio, Capricorn will learn the value of looking below the surface of things, the rich pleasure that can come from deeply knowing another person. Both Signs share a love of committing to a task. If they decide a relationship is their next big goal to attain, there’s no stopping these two.

The Planets Mars and Pluto rule Scorpio, and the Planet Saturn rules Capricorn. Mars and Pluto represent aggression, courage, sexual energy, rebirth and renewal. Saturn teaches the great lessons in life — hard work, diligence, ambition and responsibility. These three Planets can combine in the Signs to form an industrious union bound by Scorpio’s fierce emotion and Capricorn’s ambitious action. This is a dynamic team for business, sure, but they all that achieving energy could translate well to affection and love.

Scorpio is a Water Sign, and Capricorn is an Earth Sign. Earth Signs are all about practical matters, about material possessions. What a good balance, then, for those of the Water element. Water Signs mold to the shape of the situation they’re in and often respond with emotion rather than logic. A match-up of Capricorn’s goal-oriented stability and Scorpio’s exciting mutability makes for quiet a team — whether they translate to love depends on whether love is their goal. If it is, expect success.

Scorpio is a Fixed Sign, and Capricorn is a Cardinal Sign. They may not seem the most romantic Sign of the Zodiac, but a Capricorn’s business and planning savvy could certainly be put to good use in devising elegant, well-planned nights of romance. If their Capricorn partner shows that much initiative, Scorpio will enthusiastically follow along, excitedly, if not a bit smugly, throwing in their own ideas, too. Scorpio can toss out some barbed comments under their breath or in such a sexy tone of voice that Capricorn might not even notice. A love-minded Sea Goat would do well to listen closely for subtle shades and nuances in their Scorpio partner’s voice and pay special attention to body language as well. Both Signs can be stubborn, and this could lead to some potential conflict. Also, Scorpio falls hard, emotionally involving themselves almost to the point of no return, in stark contrast to the sometimes-distant Sea Goat. Both partners must recognize this and accept it if the relationship is to be successful.

What’s the best thing about the Scorpio-Capricorn love match? Their determination toward shared ideas and their strong devotion to one another. They can open doors to one another’s souls and show one another new ways of perceiving and feeling.

• CT2:

Taurus & CapricornWhen Taurus and Capricorn come together in a love match, it’s a practical, sensible partnership. These two Signs share a certain down-to-earth logic and interest in efficiency. Taurus is not interested in risking more than is necessary in terms of emotional connection and involvement, and Capricorn is similarly disinterested in risk, but more in terms of money and career. Capricorn’s career is one of the great focuses of their lives; they’re interested in scaling the heights and tend to set very high standards for themselves to adhere to. Taurus has high standards as well, but regarding love, relationships and possessions.

These two Signs admire one another’s dedication and strength, but, while they have this in common as well as a dependable, realistic, somewhat conservative approach to life (Capricorn more than Taurus), a love relationship between them can go stale fast. The problem? They’re actually rather different at their cores. Taurus may begin to find Capricorn too conservative and restrictive; Capricorn may start to think Taurus is too lazy and doesn’t care enough about career and status. If Taurus can encourage Capricorn to relax a little and appreciate the fruits of labor, and if Capricorn can help motivate Taurus to achieve goals and make dreams a reality, their union can be smooth, happy and long-lasting.

Taurus is ruled by Venus (Love) and Capricorn is ruled by Saturn (Karma). Venus is a warm, feminine energy while Saturn is a cold masculine energy. Venus is all about sensual pleasures, the aesthetics of love, the beauty of art. All of these stimulate Taurus and heighten their appreciation of life and love. Saturn, on the other hand, is about hard work and discipline to achieve goals. Taurus will show Capricorn how to enjoy a well-deserved break every so often and how to appreciate beauty and comfort. Capricorn can teach Taurus to be more disciplined and to keep reaching out for what one wants.

Taurus and Capricorn are both Earth Signs. This couple loves to indulge in material possessions. They want to possess and be surrounded by beautiful things — a lovely home, designer clothing, luxurious cars, works of art. Since they’re both such hard workers, they can usually attain all these things, and hardly ever need fight about impracticality or overindulgence.

Taurus is a Fixed Sign and Capricorn is a Cardinal Sign. Taureans won’t change their minds once they’re made up. They possess a quiet, steadfast determination. Instead of finding this dull or restrictive, Capricorn regards it as a good, comforting thing: Taurus is clearly dedicated to the relationship.

What’s the best aspect of the Taurus-Capricorn relationship? The similarity of their values and their dedication to the same goals. Both partners enjoy luxury and nice things, and they share resources well. Their mutual interests make theirs a highly compatible relationship.

• CT3 :

 Virgo & Capricorn

When Virgo and Capricorn join together in a love match, theirs is a pragmatic, smart relationship. Both Signs are highly rational, and both expect a lot of themselves and others. Virgo adores Capricorn’s dedication and intensity, while Capricorn admires Virgo’s intuition and attention to detail. Together they form a solid union based firmly in reality.

This relationship has a strong foundation that is based on material security and a realistic approach to life in general. These Signs don’t let their emotions or impulses take over and you can count on both. Virgo can help Capricorn to relax a little and appreciate all they have worked to attain. Capricorn can help Virgo achieve goals and makes dreams a reality through initiation. They live a very comfortable life together.

Virgo is ruled by Mercury and Capricorn is ruled by Saturn. Mercury is a pragmatic, communicative energy and Saturn a cool energy. Mercury is about being communicative. Saturn is about hard work and discipline to achieve goals. Virgo will show Capricorn the virtues of hard work and assist in keeping the relationship, business or home front a well-oiled machine. Capricorn can teach Virgo discipline and the focus needed to achieve goals. Together this couple will share a life of domestic and romantic bliss.

Virgo and Capricorn are both Earth Signs. In addition to order and succinctness, Virgo-Capricorn partners usually surround themselves with tasteful and discriminating possessions. They would rather hold out for perfection than settle for an adequate substitute. Along with their desire to be financially secure, their love of fine things provokes this couple to put in long hours and a tremendous energy toward fulfilling their own and one another’s dreams. Additionally, they are a sensible pair, and they rarely have problems caused by one partner’s conspicuous consumption.

Virgo is a Mutable Sign and Capricorn is a Cardinal Sign. Virgo is easily adaptable to any situation and has no problem working with The Goat as long as they have a sufficient role in the project. Capricorn likes the fact that Virgo is entirely dedicated to the relationship. Capricorn can offer viewpoints to the relationship that Virgo never would have considered on their own. Capricorn will start new projects that Virgo will enjoy taking over later. This relationship will work out if Capricorn can initiate ideas and Virgo can continue them.

What’s the best aspect of the Virgo-Capricorn relationship? It’s their amazing dedication, and to similar goals. Both partners enjoy security and material objects, and work very well together to achieve their goals — especially if the goal involves shared resources. Their mutual interests make theirs a highly pleasant relationship.

curly cactus

“The grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for.”

i’m not being difficult…it’s just me!

am i being harsh to other people? maybe, and maybe i’m just insensitive not to know or maybe i’m doing it on purpose to hide whatever i’m feeling inside of me. hmm, i will admit that i am rude and even mean sometimes, especially when i am being exorcised, lolz

apparently, i am only human! i have my own flaws to deal with and it’s really hard to convince myself when i already dislike things and even people…no reconsiderations asks! take it or leave it…i am just being me!

i’m sick =( ….

but i don’t want to rest…

waaahhh…..

then the sun came….

i’ve been very moody these past days. it’s swinging up and down that i’m kinda afraid that my friends think i’m nuts! it’s been a bad week for me….i’ve been jealous, annoyed, taken for granted, worried, naive, numb (sometimes) and soooo sensitive with all the things happening around. i dunno if i’m just over reacting but i’m pretty definte with the things that i want, and not having them frustrates me a lot

sometimes, life is so hard that i feel like giving up whenever i can’t stand the trial anymore. but why surrender, when there are people around, willing to help in times of confusion.

i may be in a crossroad now but there’s no way of giving up. i still have tonnes of things to accomplish for myself and to my family. yet, i know, God will give me the happiness that i always ask…..who knows, it may be soon! wink wink

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