worried…

what if things that is used to be beautiful suddenly turn out ugly? what if the respect that you’ve earned before is lost all of a sudden? what if love fades when all this time you’re thinking that he loves you? what if you can’t be what he wants you to be? what if he gets tired of twisting you? what if you run out of patience understanding things? what if you realize that i’m not the one for you? what if one day you wake up and i’m not there anymore? what will you do? maybe nothing? so many what if is coming in my mind and i’m a bit teary to write them one by one. what if all of those things i’m thinking are true? how can i manage to accept the truth that lies within? i dunno! maybe i’ll just do what i normally...