Once Upon A TYPE…

I’m still not feeling good kahit na namasyal kami sa russian market nila mama kanina at namili ng konti…ewan pag di maganda ang pakiramdam ko apektado ang kilos ko…di ko naman masabi na naiinis ako kasi baka maspoil naman ang bakasyon nila, ah basta naiinis ako pero di ko mailabas kaya sa sobrang inis ko nahilo ako sa loob nung market

i tried to cool down nung makarating kami sa bahay, did some stuff and went down to the office to finish my tasks, tapos nag sound trip na lang ako. halos mabaon ko na sa limot na marami nga pala akong songs from beck, palibhasa di ko kinakalikot yun laptop ko kaya nalimutan ko ng meron pa nga pala akong mga bagay na nakasave kung san san, hehe! gumaan ng konti yun pakiramdam ko nung marinig ko yun kantang ‘debra’

I downloaded the vid & lyrics for you to know why I liked it enjoy

I met you at jc penny
I think your name-tag said jenny
I could step to you
With a fresh pack of gum
And somehow I knew
You were looking for some love
Like a prude thats rype for the picking
I wouldnt do you like that
This aint cooked chicken
Cause only you got a thing
That I just got to get with I just got to get, get with you
And you know what were gonna do
I wanna get with you
Oh girl
And your sister
I think her name is debra
I wanna get with you
Only you girl
And your sister
I think her name is debra
Girl, I only want to be down with you
Cause you got something that
I just got to get with
Ill pick you up late at night after work
I said lady, step inside my hyundai
Im gonna take you up to glendale
Im gonna take you for a real good meal
Cause when our eyes did meet
Girl you know I was packing heat
Aint no use in wasting no time getting to know each other
You know the deal
Cause only youve got a thing that
I just got to get with
I just got to get with you girl
You know I want to get with you
Only you girl
And your sister
I think her name is debra
I want to get with you girl
And your sister
I think her name is debra
Ooh lovely lady
Girl you drive me crazy
Yeah, I got a little bit of sympathy for you girl
Cause Im a full grown man
And Im not afraid to…

Failure is not reaching your goal, but in having no goal to reach.

I was at the office when I suddenly feel uncomfortable of everything…i dunno if it’s my hormones acting up again or just the mere fact that there are things I am failing to achieve in my life now. if i will sum up how am I now, I couldn’t say that I’m not doing well - I have the kids with me here abroad, blessed to have another child in July and a work to survive the living plus Nestle as my partner. What else can I ask more??? But still deep inside me there’s a small voice that says ‘I am a failure’. Sigh. I’ve tried so many things and started many, too, but not all have a satisfactory result. I wasn’t able to finish some and others remained the same. I have goals in life that I want to pursue and I know that the path through there is not easy. Obstacles will be there to hinder me and I myself must make a way to push them away. Sigh again. I’m just feeling terrible now and I just want to relax. I’ll try to fix whatever is wrong with me then I’ll wait & see what will happen next.