Once Upon A TYPE…

of the month na naman. tapos na ang june! ang bilis no? parang kelan lang january ngaun 6mos na un nagdaan at papasok na ang july, which means im just days away to my birthing day! kinakabahan na ako!!!

aiken will be out soon and im dead excited to see him of cors. but still, i am quite nervous on the things that might happen while birthing well, well, well joyce needs to be positive! i need to be positive! or else lalamunin ng kung anu anong thoughts ang utak ko…

ready na un mga bags ko for the big day! im keeping my fingers crossed that i will make it…bigyan kaya ako ni pong ng award for giving him a wonderful son? lol! doesn’t matter basta healthy ang baby ok na ako dun.

sobrang dami ng changes, kailangan lang talaga mabilis kang mag adapt

konti na lang…mapupuno na ang banga!

Dado que, el último argumento que hemos tenido, mis sentimientos para que usted ha ido rocoso como un barco en medio del tifón. No entiendo por qué hay que culpar a todas las cosas que suceden a mí, como si lo han hecho nada malo. ¿Realmente así? Culpar a la gente es todo lo que usted puede hacer sólo para lavarse las manos en sus problemas también. Sé que ninguno de nosotros está preparado para esta situación que nos enfrentamos ahora. Ninguno de nosotros es también lamentable, pero ¿qué otra cosa podemos hacer… ya estamos aquí!
Yo estaba sorprendido cuando me dijo cómo usted está preparada para nuestra relación. Cuando yo pensaba, podemos resolver todos los problemas que encontraremos! He estado tranquilo y celoso de todo este tiempo, para hacer saber que usted aún no ha terminado de su pasado. Pasado amor que se le sigue atormentando. Mi amor, no soy una alfombra o un acero que no se sienten nada. Las sentencias que usted me dio son desgarrador pero aún así, he aceptado todo, porque Te amo.
No estoy escribiendo esto para despedirme, sino a extender mis sentimientos que yo ya no pueden mantener. Quiero que esta relación de trabajo, así que por favor, no creo que usted es el único que luchamos. Porque usted no es el único que sacrificar… me parece bien

ang aga kong nagising, wala namang pasok sa office di na rin naman ako makatulog ulit kahit feeling ko puyat na puyat ako. last night, it was really uncomfortable for me as i have to pee every now and then. sobrang inconvenient kasi halos every 5mins nasa banyo ako. there’s this instance na kakatayo ko lang uupo na naman ako para mag wiwi ang hirap grabe! pero ok lang yun kahit ganun…basta healthy si aiken masaya na ako! para sa kanya naman yun sacrifices kahit na minsan nagiging emotional ako sa maraming bagay.

and since maaga nga akong nagising, nagsound trip na lang ako. kung anu ano lang naman ang pinapatugtog ko. basta kung anong kanta ang maganda na nakasave sa file un ang pakikinggan ko. pang -relieve ng stress. lately, namimiss ko si pong kasi sobrang busy nya sa office, pero kahapon naman naiinis ako sa kanya. ewan ko kung bakit basta naaasar ako sa kanya. ayaw ko na lalapitan nya ako or hahawakan. para akong kinukuryente pagmalapit sya sa kin sa inis ko nga ayaw ko syang kausapin…minsan kasi naiisip ko unfair sya! he still does his old school stuff and here i am looking like a whale, unable to manage things! insensitive di ba! gusto nia siya lang lagi ang mapapansin sobrang nakakawalang gana!

i finally had my foot massage last night i went there at past 6 and finished around 8pm. i left the house just when nestle arrived home from limkokwing university for a job interview.

nestle has been dreading to be a part of limkokwing university since they had a branch here in phnom penh. 1st as a student/scholar then 2nd as a faculty when he learnt that they’re hiring professionals - expats and locals to fill the positions for the upcoming school year, which is in october. so, when he received a phone call from the personnel whom i think is emillyne last friday, nestle got so anxious for tuesday to come, whether it’s for the job or the admittance for the scholarship. so off he go yesterday afternoon for his lkk dream! based on his story, the university itself is way too impressive and so the panel that he met. 4 top personnels interviewed him and showed how impress they are with nestle (which is a very plus factor for him). in the end, the answer is within my sweet - there’s no doubt that they like him and they want him to be a part of the school but the decision is for nestle to figure out as to how he’ll leave ashley. fyi, ashley and limkokwing has a good relationship, that’s why limkokwing do not want any trouble if nestle will leave the company. how controversial eh?

to nestle, go for the gold i know how dedicated you are in all the things that you do and desires in life…like what i’ve said last night, whatever your decision is, we are still here beside you

june 24 na naman and this date is one of the most awaited in cavite city as we cavitenos celebrate regada or water festival in honor of st. john the baptist! so ano nga ba ang ginagawa kapag regada? syempre nagbabasaan!!!

as early as 7am, people gets wet! sa bawat kanto merong mga tambay na me hawak na tabo na me lamang tubig at kung sinuswerte sabon at shampoo pa, para paliguan ka. yun iba naman, hinahaluan ng dye ang tubig para pagbuhos nila sayo meron na agad instant design ang shirt mo! pag mejo pasikat naman ang mga nagreregada, inde tubig ang gamit nila - instead perfume!!! sosyal di ba actually,me kanya kanyang gimik ang mga tao, so it’s really fun when you’re strolling around with your friends.

it’s saddening nga lang that this year im not able to attend kasi im far working, but, if i have a chance uuwi ako kasi ang saya nun. just like last year…i will not elaborate more pero uber sa excitement ang nangyari nung nagregada kami nila pong.

anyway, i hope everybody in cavite’s enjoying the festival today, and i do hope by next year kasama na kami ulet at by this time nalakad na si aiken

miss this guy beside me

i need a very good massage asap..actually a foot massage will do! i’ve been so tired and stressed, even i am not working for the whole week. the extra weight i gained made walking hard for me and that’s the reason why i can’t stand to stay out for a long time - i just get tired easily!

tired. stressed. fat. moody. sigh! i just need something to boost my energy again!

i haven’t blogged for some days, not because i am busy but because i am lazy! my maternity leave started last monday…this means i have plenty of time for everything. however, it’s the other way around…instead of goofing somewhere with the kids, i prefer to be at home and teach them, which i think is better, for i can bond with them longer. i bought more books so i can concentrate on their lessons, thus, school will begin in september, which is a bit long, so it’s really good if i can prepare them since they will start they schooling in a different environment. so far, they’re doing good! they’re enjoying the lesson i am giving them, which makes me inspired to do more for them

aside from giving lessons to the kids, i also sorted all the stuffs at home. been to market to replenish the fridge, cleaned the house and fixed my husband’s clothes (just preparing everything since i’m due next month) and having moments with myself. it’s important that i make myself look nice and feel nice, to make me sane or else, i’ll just be stressed!

so, it’s friday again…papa arrived from hcmc and he’ll be back there by tomorrow-this time with mama. yes! mama will be in vietnam and it’s pretty sad that she’ll not be around for some time she’s been here for almost a month now and we will definitely miss her when she leave.

i’m quite tired and now ready to hit the sack…i will write something nice tomorrow…adios for the meantime

Thanks for giving me joys and smiles
Thanks for sharing my trouble’s pile

Thanks for wiping the tears of my eye
Thanks for showing me the glad view of sky

Thanks for lending me your shoulders to lean
Thanks for giving my words a proper mean

Thanks for telling me the value of life
Thanks for showing me the rules to survive

Thanks for lending me the sympathetic ears
Thanks for showing how much you care

From all this what I mean in the end
Is thanks for being my special one.