Learning by experience often is painful- and the more it hurts, the more you learn. i don’t wanna remember what i have done because i am too tired of feeling guilty and blaming myself! for now all i have to do is to move on and absorb the meaning of this saying - True luck consists not in holding the best of the cards at the table; luckiest is he who knows just when to rise and go home. definitely i have learned my lesson the hard way 
so it’s september 9 today and i am celebrating my one year love for my sweetheart poell. yes, one year sweetie one year…how cool is that!!! we never planned to have a date today, the past days have been tough and busy for us - work, events, gimmicks and other stuffs, so we decided to stay home, even though poell have asked me to go out so many times and yet so many times i have refused him. it’s not that i don’t love you sweet, it’s just not practical to go out when you have family waiting for you, ey, might as well spend our time with them, right?
i have never known poell as a fancy guy, tsk tsk. mind you he’s the one who always work on a tight budget even though he has a lot, sa madaling salita - isa syang kuripot!!! knowing him as kuripot i never expected anything for this day, ok na sa kin un andyan sya sa tabi ko (naks naman talaga!). but today is different, i must admit that i am very much surprised, well who wouldn’t be, ikaw na ang makakuha ng favourite perfume mo underneath your pillow! and mind you it’s not an ordinary perfume ha, it’s salvatore ferragamo incanto shine!!!
ang sweet sweet talaga nya! i swear im gonna wear this one all the time, isang tabi na muna ang ck at coolwater, balik incanto na muna ako, hahaha! tapos me kasama pang picture un bag na pinaglagyan nia…it’s been so many times that he asks me if i want to have a picture of him and it’s been so many times that i said NO…ayoko talaga ng me picture sa wallet, ewan ko ba kung bakit kaya ngayon what he did is write a message at the back of it. it says how he wanted to give me a fancy date and everything but it’s not possible because of the tight sched. i was so touched upon reading it!!!
i love poell, pong, nestle, nepo, sweet, or whatever i call him more not because of the perfume but simply for being so understanding in so many ways…we’ve been in many fights and still magkasama pa din kaming 2. im just hoping, that we’ll get through through the coming years and we’ll survive whatever it take para mas lalong tumatag un pagsasama natin. i seldom say i love you but this time, what i know for sure is that, i can’t afford to lose you!!! love you sweet!
ok ok…i know i’ve been so busy and i don’t have time to write things though i have plenty to share with…damn, it’s been crazy in the office and work just go pile up like mountains! so the real score:
romyr left us for greener pasture last week and now working at Naga Hotel. i will definitely miss his presence in the office
now that i am working for InterCon’s projects, the hotel is almost my home because i am always there meeting the big bosses, whew! it’s a bit difficult having a busy schedule but it’s a lot of fun! one good thing is that i dont pay any taxes like what people do in other places, i am lucky ey?
this is what i miss…chat! i seldom have a conversation with my family now…we’re all busy that even reading news is not doable for me, what more for fun stuff, right?
so many things happened and yet i am lazy to write…i’ll post more pictures tomorrow as soon as my work is over. i just have tonnes of photos to share with rather that words…by the way, i think i will ask nestle to give me a quality 2-way bookshelf speakers for tv as an anniversary gift, i cant think of anything nice so i guess this ones ok 
jivy | 
09 29th, 2008| 