Hope, like the gleaming taper’s light,
Adorns and cheers our way;
And still, as darker grows the night,
Emits a brighter ray – Oliver Goldsmith (1730 – 1774)

I’m having mix of emotions now that my big boss is leaving the company. Without her, there will no proper directions for us to follow and no proper decisions will be made. Most of my team mates has gone somewhere and sooner or later I will be the only one in my team. How ridiculous it is, to work alone in a very unorganised company. Now, I can feel my heart is beating fast…I am not prepared for this and yes I don’t have clear options at the moment. I need guidance this time, someone to talk to and someone who could understand me. It’s only job that I might lose but I have given my best for this job and if circumstances like this suddenly happens, most likely this could be my end as well. I dunno what to write now, forgive me as I couldn’t express what I am feeling at this point of time, maybe later I will be better